4th Jan 2010 Monday 01:48 AM

01:48 AM: Back to Hell (?? I'm still not sure 'cause in a few days it would be heaven). Well I am back to my step mom, aka Bengaluru, hence one can see almost regular posts from now on. This place is what feeds me (this is the city where i do a job) and hence can't be harsh on it :-P but ... when you come back from your mom's lap ... it feels like this :-P And who said hell is a bad place to be in!! You can do all the sin, you can, out here!!


Wish you all a very happy, prosperous, blah blah blah ... New Year 2010, and guess what ... this is a new decade.
So, wish you all success and happiness and harmony for a new Decade!
A new dawn and a new beginning, and my new year resolution is TO BE MORE ORGANISED !! Leaving all to uncertainty doesn't always pay off, and sometimes costs heavily! At least I am feeling it that way. One may argue, without a plan almost nothing succeeds, but then you need to have a plan B, just in case you need it. Hence this risk factor/uncertainty is what I had banked upon for sometime. Never bothered for a plan B. Now I'll even have a plan C ! Sounds crazy but this plan C is a amazing plan which says plan things ahead on time, if possible before time. Lets take an example of going out for a coffee and finding my fav place closed/filled up, till yesterday it was to find another place or drop the plan, now I am going to make sure I know before hand (intuition is something which has failed me rarely, alternatively call up that place beforehand ) whether I am going to get a seat! How? That I still need to figure out, but that's what i am going to do. Coming to getting organised, first I need to figure out what I need to do exactly and spend my vacations such that there is no tomorrow ! So next time I am going to have a rooster/schedule for every 8 hours for a day at least. I have stayed home(at Kolkata) this time, and I am happy for that, and yet I think I should have met more people, gone out more! Anyways it was a mixed feeling, and this was a good vacation at the end :-) (also a much needed one)


There was lot of masti back home and more to follow here as well. Another resolution is I will be happy no matter what, actually I need a break from this mad rat race.I am not quitting, but slowing down the kerb a little, need some repairs, change of tyres and I will be back for sure. The has not ended, neither my hunger to win!


Follow your heart is something often said and forgotten, but I will make a point to keep a note of it in whatever I do.Another of my new Decade resolutions! this may be a grave risk, given the circumstances I am in, but I would like to take a plunge into this madness as well in this next 10 years! I need to have a strong plan, need to be focused and stay away from most distractions as and when they come in.I won't just plan, but make it see the daylight.Sticking onto something is what I haven't been able to do for a long time, and I would make it happen this time.


Enough of blah blah blah ... lets look into the new dawn with new hopes, as hope is what gets it going!